suffering

Sigh, i need help, i dunno what to do now...

If you have a choice to make which would you choose..

1-to die or 2-to be half paralysed

Which should i choose i dont know..

Everyday the pain gets worse dunno gonna go operation..

If it's too late, bottom half of my body will be permanently paralysed..

If go operation, i wont be able to sit down for 10 days...

Sigh, which to choose which to choose...