Wednesday, February 24, 2010

I hate you
I love you
I don't know what to do.

Cant't forget bout you
Nor stop loving you
I'm love drunk towards you

Being by you
Holding you close
That's all I want from you

My soul is hurt
My heart is shattered
From the things I cant control

Care no more
Think no more
I forever belong to you

Kissing your lips
Holding you tight
Never letting you leave me

Kill me now
Scar my heart
I wont stop loving you

I am yours
Belong to you
Nothing will stop me loving you

I am sorry
I am fine
Though the pain will never leave

My whole soul
My whole life
All now belongs to you

My little angel
My little darling
I love you with all my heart

Belonging to you
Continue loving you
I care nothing else other then my love

Tired of denying
Tired of running
Just let the flow let me love you

Keep kissing you
Mouth to mouth
Never letting you leave me

I am sorry
I love you
Nothing will stop me doing so

To my darling
To my sweetheart
I love you till forever<3

Muacks

Sunday, February 21, 2010

This is the worst chinese new year ever!!!! On new years eve, my sister kick me and i kicked her back.. one kick her leg and hand blueblack.. No mood ad she still come and hit me!!! But i guess she deserved it.. she hit me first right? So i hav the right to hit back don't i?? She knock into my cupboard drop my books!!!!! Shit her!! I so pekchek, i even kicked my beloved books T.T Dad call me go down i going le she come hit me cause i no go.. When go down le, nothing to do come up again!! So wat is the point of asking me to go down for?! Do this do that my spine problem nvm ask me carry heavy thing.. and they keep say i dun wan take care of my body!! screw them.. I HATE MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At night go temple pray till three plus.. Reach home le four still dun wan sleep.. finally fell asleep at 5+

Friday, February 19, 2010

I woke up in the midle of the night, trying to find something to represent our love. I looked up into the sky, and found a fair of stars shining brightly side by side. We are like those two stars, sacrificing our lives for others without wanting anything back. Though i know this ove is hard,but i will never give up like you. I love you i promise you, i'll follow you though i'm not sure till how long.. I know you will be beside me, looking after me as my angel. I love you i know i do,for whom you are not whom you aren't. I prayed hard that the gods in all heavens,will protect you no matter what. If anything goes wrong, i will sacrifice myself as long as to keep you safe. I so want to hug you tight, kiss you on the lips. Hold you in my arms, see you peacefully sleeping. You are my life my soul,my mind my body that keeps me alive. Sweet dreams my baby,i love you no matter what. I'll be up there caring and loving you,if you ever need me. {two hearts are meant to be together}
I woke up in the morning,bathing in cold sweat. I dreamt that you left me, disappearing from the universe. My hands reaching out for you,couldn't grab hold of anything. Lips wanting so much to kiss you,there was total nothingness. I opened my eyes,but couldn't even see anything. All there was was blackness,not even a peek of light. I did everything i can to find for you, running while screaming for your name. But the blackness to started to disappear,i was so scared but held back my tears. But then i too started to disappear, i was disappearing with the rest. I shouted for you, screamed your name so loudly. There was nothing to be heard, my voice too has vanished. I'm disappearing from this universe, i didn't know why. But now at least i know, you took me with you when you left. I am rather happy, i know im yours now. You own me, i will never leave you. I love you,forever
Waking up in the middle of the night,seeing you sitting on the roof outside. Went to sit beside you,looking up into the sky together. Couldn't concentrate on anything,but kept peeking at you. The stars were shining so brightly, you were lightening up the universe. Wanting so much to reach out for you,and hold you so close. You were and angel sent from heaven,to earth to care for everyone. You were just too beautiful,too perfect to be called human. I was madly in love with you,i wanted to be yours forever. To kiss your lips so tightly,to hug you so closely. Never letting you go, keeping you safe forever. You have stolen my heart,i will give you my life. My body and my soul,hav all belong to you. But looking closer at you,i saw tears flowing from your eyes. You were crying so soundlessly,but i could feel your heart shattering. I didn't know what to do,how to stop it from hurting. Going behind you so slowly,hugging you from behind.You turned around towards me,crying on my shoulders.Telling me you love me,but you are very sorry. I didn't know what was happening,but suddenly our lips were kissing. Wanting this to last forever, you never even resist. The tears started to stop,slowly i laid you down. You then falling asleep, on my knees with a smile. Stroking your hair so gently,saying how much i love you. Promising i'll never leave you,be by your side forever. Though you were asleep,i could feel you answer. You too wanted this to last,to be together forever. You looked so vulnerable,so fragile like a doll. But you were my little doll,and i will keep you safe. Looking back up into the sky,i promised i'll never give up. To make you happy forever,safe from harm till eternity. Looking back at you,telling you again i love you. You are now soundfully asleep,but i could feel your heart has healed. It will never again be broken,i will not let it happen. Because i love you,and i will never stop.