okay..

Sorry to all views.. i haven't been updating my blog coz of 2 reasons..
1-I dun have acces to computer all the time.
2-I wanted to stop blogging for awhile first to think..
To Qiao Zhen, after thinking, i think i should apologize to you..
I dunno whether you are still viewing my blog a not but i'm sorry..
I dun dare to tell you straight but if you do read my blog, i'm reali sorry.
I have been a brat and i said thing too harshly to you..
Reali reali sorry, i'll do anything to make you forgive me..
So plz Qiao Zhen, sorry, a thousand times sorry..
I wish that never happened ever, sorry..

To darling, i miss you a lot night and day.
I dont know wat to do and no words can explain how much i miss you..
But i just wish you can stop whatever you're doing and accompany me for awhile plz?
Darling, i reali miss you night and day even during when of im asleep..
I know it's your life so i cant do anything but.
I just wish you'll accompany me for some time at least till the start of my camp.
I dont want to miss you all through camp missing all the fun so plz??

To mei, sorry i cant reali help you.
I know you miss him a lot and love him too.
But all the same, can he come to you and accept you more then her??
You have to think not hurt yourself so plz mei???
I care bout you a lot and i dun wan you hurt plz??
You are the one who wanted to be my sister so i have to accept the resposibility on taking care of you.
You cant just die and ignore the love of others towards you..
Diying doesn't solve your problems, it just makes things worse so plz mei??
For me, grip onto your life more and don't waste it like i did.
You can still change your future so plz??