wat is this feelings..

I have nothing else to do so i'll write my blog earlier.
Yesterday i woke up at 7, parents we're sorta quarelling wif each other beside where i was sleeping =.=
But i went to sleep again when they stopped and woke up at 9.
I kept waiting and waiting for Qiao Zhen's message only did i remember her phone had already expired, sobsobz.
I'm sorry ya darling but i don't know why do i miss her so much.
I know that she doesn't like you so do you to her.
But i just dunno why do i miss her so much even so.
I'm not in love with her but why do i love her so much?
Sob sob, im reali clueless what's my feelings now.
The whole day i keep thinking and missing Qiao Zhen.
When was doing work till playing computer.
I still kept missing her, sobz.
I kept on9 but she nvr did on9 till bout 11.
But even so, it's like she doesn't wanna chat wif me ='(
So today i was whole day thinking of my darling but more of Qiao Zhen =''(
Darling im sorry, i know i wanna be loyal to you and love you only.
But i dunno why do i suddenly miss Qiao Zhen so much.
Sobz, i dunno wat to do, i reali dunno wat to do.
It's all my fault who ask me wan treat her so good.
Now this happens to me.. I wanna cry ad *Sob sobZ*